Last of the year.

I was going to bed already but I wasn't actually getting any sleep at all. Thought only about writing here. So I decided to gather all the bits and pieces of more or less finished poetry I've written this year. Here they are. And by the way, these are not actually good poetry, I'm just practicing for something bigger in my future.






Hippie


[...]
And that was his last one
But I'm gonna walk a separate road
Follow no one's footsteps


I'd just need some damn good company
Friends to spend my time with
That'd be a bit like magic




---

Life's Lottery


I'm young

And I'm strong

I want challenges

So I can work them out

I can undergo everything

Nothing can break me

No-one will pull me down

As I live my life

Live it all the way through

Nicely and smoothly

I don't suffer a thing

Cause I control everything in myself

I'm capable of anything

Or, at least, nearly anything

And I'm never ashamed

Cause being ashamed is for losers

And I'm a winner

In the lottery of life

Life won't bring me to my knees

Cause I'm taking no arrows in my knee

Instead it gives me wings

And I'm no more afraid of Death

It will only come

When it's time


---


[...]

My own voice emerges in these

Maybe not always like it is
More the way I'd like it to be

And it's alright
Ergo, it's where I'm going
Not where I am


They're art made by me
Thus they're always me
No matter what I did
They're always a part of me
Because I've made them

That's why I'm not going to do
just any kind of bullshit
I try to do what I aim for




---

Look at me

I'm only a man too

You don't need to fear, my friend

For we are all the same inside


Feel me

I'm a human wreck too

You don't need to hide

For we are just like everybody else




---




Sitting in the class

Wasting my life
on things that I know
I will never need in my life




---




"Welcome to our lives

We don't make mistakes in music

As don't we make mistakes in life

We are perfect

We are always right

Because we are never wrong"




---

Take it easy

Don't panic

And you'll reach

your paradise

Come on

Bring it on

We all want peace

and freedom




---




Sometimes

you just gotta be so down

That you're then able again

to be freakin' happy
and in heaven




---




This place

These people
This shit
These habits
Drive me mad
I can't take it forever
So I become a maniac
And I run and I escape

Friends are for escaping

Drugs for finding
You do what you want to
And you reach your own paradise

I can't live like this

Something needs to be done:
I have to change
And change the world
Around me




---




(This one is really
old and really stupid.
And works only in Finnish.
I don't like this anymore,
but forced myself to put
it here anyway.)


Meren taakse tähtää

vaik välil jämähtää

ja syö simpukoita

aina kaikkee koita

tutustu kaloihin

vesien saloihin

vie rapuu kokeille

älä apuu lokeille

ja sit ku koittaa yö

simpukoit lisää syö




---




Don't impersonate

Say everything that you think

Leave something behind

Do things the way you want to




---




Things
happening in the future

are going to be past

after having happened

Meaning that,

Everything
in the future

and in the past

are in the end

only past

And the past

cannot be changed

And because future

will be past

nevertheless
in the end
thus can't future
be changed either

And if future
cannot be changed
it must mean
that everything
is predetermined

and everything
happens the way
it's meant to happen
Briefly, destiny

In the very end
Everything is past
And there's no future




---

No more drugs for me

Living my life is all I need

Cause I just wanna be me

And I just wanna


Feel the life I'm living

See the way I'm going

See the road I'm walking

But not behind the corners




---

Money


Everyone wants money

Everyone needs money

They say life's not always fair

And that's actually true

As long as there's money

I want my money

Give me my money

I need my money

Where's my money?

Money, the root of all evil

The answer to every question

In this world of money

Everyone must fight to survive

So take care of your money

And if you got no money

Then you'll get no honey

And I want more money

Give me some more money

Because I need more money

More fucking money!


But in real life

It's not about money

It's about something entirely different

So forget about the price tags

And focus on what really matters

The real life, and live it right

Be real, and keep it real


---


Spring


What a lovely weather

I don't need anything more

I'm just fine with my own head

It's wonderful to be so tickled


---


Kiss The Sky


Excuse me while I kiss the sky

then we can fly

to the world's end

where the madness will end

Forgive me as I kiss the sky

Kiss the sky and fly

C'mon, let's end this

Yeah, let's kiss the sky

I'm from a whole other world

I'm from a different dimension

From another reality

And I'm here to open my own eyes

While others smoke cigarettes

I smoke the sky

And when I smoke the green

the sky kisses me

Kiss the sky, the sun, the moon

The stars, the planets, the galaxies

Gonna kiss the whole universe

And have sex with the black holes


---



Paradise, Part I


The world changes
All the time
And the change is good
It makes this a better place


The destination is a paradise
Where everyone does well
And there's everything for everyone
And everything's just perfect


Paradise is the destination
For everyone, a better world
Anyone who prevents those changes
Delays achieving this paradise

If the meaning of live
Was just be reproduction
We wouldn't be going anywhere
We would just be jamming in place
Stuck forever on this planet
But there's a meaning in our lives
We're on the way to the paradise

Welcome to the world

to the new world

We're on the way

to the bigger time

We're on the way to

On the way to success

Welcome to the paradise

Paradise

I wish all you sweethearts the best and all the luck in the world for 2012!

Wish me too.


And let's leave all the sorrows of '11 into oblivion.